So it appears I have a substance abuse problem. No surprise really after some of my posts from last year. The scary thing is since I've fallen ill, things have escalated even further.
So in conjunction with my counselor, I have an alcohol and drug plan...
- Two alcohol free days per week
- Only two "big nights" per week
- On those big nights, one glass of water after every second alcoholic beverage
- No sambucca shots. Ever
- No illicit drugs. Ever
It shouldn't be too hard, but for some reason it's the hardest thing I've ever done. A 4 day bender over new years, a 5 day bender over Australia Day.
It's killing me.
I'm drinking to ease the pain, and its the only thing that's helping right now.